FORMER Essays & Thoughts
Caitlin Leishman: How can I hug myself?
Heart to heart
I take your hand.
neighbours
He knew her before I did.
Margel Hinder, Jerry, 1945
A wait must end
Don’t wait for me.
a grievance to grief
Had Picasso painted a bird.
Loud Thoughts in Lockdown
I’m still waiting, we all are…
The Garden of Earthly Delights, Hieronymous Bosch
The Garden of Earthly Delights: A portrait of human avarice.
Bosch reveals the pitfalls of blindly following others, of wanting what they have and propelling a collective greed.
The Persistence of Memory, Salvador Dali
About Time
We lose it, manage it, save it, waste it, then wish we had more of it. Time has become a kind of slippery, anxiety inducing method of measuring life, constantly grappled with.
You’ll have to speak up for Owen
This strained choreography continued agonisingly. His efforts seemed risky with the air thick and rain threatening. Each book, one at a time.
Etta: An Antidote to Anger
Etta James’ voice leaves me breathless. But not in the usual way.
An Invite To Breakfast
As though I’d crossed an invisible threshold and been sucked into another world…I was shopping in a life-sized doll house.
An Ode to Bedtime Stories
In my bedtime stories I was the Secretary General of the United Nations.
The Hug
Flakes of red get caught in the deep ravines of her upper lip…
Mr Rumble Tumble Man
As he walks he holds his posture in a V shape, hinging from his hips, his torso leans back, to balance the weight of the huge stomach that cantilevers over his legs.
A Loose Thread
It’s not so much that the thread is loose… it’s the weighing potential for it to completely unravel. And it’s not only that it could unravel, but that it could do so at an uncontrollable moment, poking a hole in your somewhat crafted self-assurance. Leaving it flailing.
To every adolescent error
You’ll be told to say hello to everyone
look them in the eye,
Smiling at a small community-earn your place.
But please don’t tell them everything,
just in case.
Blue
A million years to form, a blue sapphire takes a fingerprint
from the meta-rock around it, while the titanium seeps in.
Earth Tremors
Rocks underground push to negotiate their place.
A burst of energy,
a warning?